I havn’t Posted…

Any written post on here in a while. things have been so hectic, everything was turning upside down, my parents found out about me retaking the course my dad was less than pleased, but i have decided that I am no longer living to please them or live up to their expectations of me. I spent so much time doing things with my parents intrest in mind, its about time i start doing things with my own intrest in mind. I want to be a doctor and im going to finish this program and do it. I made that commitment to myself, to my friends to my family. But i realize now that I no longer need to think that the world is against me to do well. I always used that as my fuel. But here everyone is on my team. So i am so confused, i have to change the way i go about succeeding. And i have to admit i need and go seek the help. Im also on this study schedule that i have to get back to right now. lol its helping me study everything though so im pretty excited about it. My blog now has a direction also. My future. The clothes, the women (note, women, not bitches, hoes, shawtys) the watches, and the social issues. All things i hope to immerse myself in. I want to change. now, i just have to go about doing it. 

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Posted on Wednesday, 15 February
Tagged as: Rant   kayo original   My mind   motivation   Thoughts  
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